Today I got my lab book. I’ve been consistent to get high mark for labs even though I don’t really understand the whole procedure. The marks really suprised me. I got A,A,A,C,A and another 5 experiments to be assessed. Why the C ruin the prettiness of my collections? Wait there, hold on. May be God has put the wisdom behind it. Let’s look at the wisdom.
Usually I never be 100% prepared for practical lab. See, God has punished me with the ugly mark. May be the kifarah is to develop the readiness of my attitude towards events in life. May be not to be sure about the future and not to be happy with the current atmosphere. "Hari ini adalah lebih bagus dari semalam". Itu baru practical lab. Bagaimana kalau mati esok, atau sekejap lagi? Apa yg telah aku sediakan utk bertemu Tuhan? Kalau labs, cincai buat kerja pun boleh dpt A, kalo amal, tak ikhlas, tak khusyuk, tak sampai la ke langit ke-7. Bagaimana nak selamat dari azab kubur dan azab neraka?
Barang siapa yg melupakan akhirat, maka telah Kami sediakan api neraka utk mereka al-Qur’an
Utk esok, ada lagi lab utk Chemical Analysis; determination of organic compound. Now it’s 12:17am, Hafiz pun dah tido. Masih ada 2 perkara nak diselesaikan. Pre-reading utk Chemical Analysis, Organic Compound dgn Quantum Mechanics. Life is getting harder. It really push me to the limit. Hopefully I dont fall under the strong influence of gravitional pressure here.
"Everything in the past is particle, everything in the future is wave" W. Bragg
"We can’t know the future because we can’t know the present" Heisenberg Uncertainty Principle
Aku ingin meneruskan kerja2 yg tertangguh. Cukuplah Allah sebagai penolong bagiku. Hasbunallah wani’mal wakil.
Assessment
Mid-sem test : 10%
Practical lab work : 25%
Final exam : 65%
Insya Allah, selagi berdaya, aku tetap akan memburu H1. Pulanglah segera rohku.
